Grief

I am moving. I am morphing. The person who I once was is in hibernation and a new me is coming alive. I had a dream of an apple tree that had apples all over the ground around it. Each apple on the ground had a bite taken out of it. The apple tree was growing in soil that was weak. I feel this dream represents the grief I feel for everything that is changing. I have knowledge now, represented by the apple tree, but too much knowledge that is spread all around. In this time of many changes I am going to look for a transfer at work. This new me realizes that I don't have to be perfect. I like the decision.