I don't know which way to turn

Someone I am dating has started to make demands: slow down, enjoy the roses, you are too busy. I here comes this lubber, masterful, advice swinging guy and I guess I have to admit I am less than impressed. Great! Aren't we supposed to be in this together, helping each other to do "stuff." He has had a beautiful relentless patience in sitting on his ass waiting until the exact right time to tell me that I am too busy and too ambitious. Oh, I despise myself for being this irritable. It is going to be a long week until the drugs are fixed. It really didn't help to feel smashed last night. Forgivness means standing up again and not just Xing the person out of my life. Forgiveness means I don't feel threatened anymore.