After spending Spring Break with a brain freeze, I have decided to publically announce that I am not a writer, despite dreams that I might be so. It is just too complicated to do, and I feel paralyzed after I write something good. I don't wish to subject myself to the pressure of writer's block, of being clever. So this is my official resignation. I will keep up my diary and this blog. Other than that all my energy goes into other people and to living out other dreams.