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So I had another great day. Not in anyway perfect, still feeling challenges from those who think I did not do enough to accomplish our shared goals. Feeling the burn of this, and feeling my own groping toward what my responsibility is. For this period in my life, or maybe alwyas, I think I will have that need to balance those feelings and my thoughts. Then just this big question - how to get everything done? I'm half joking half serious if I said I don't want another 20 years to pass before I get a maninure. I'm waiting for the internet to come up so I can write this blog while I'm smelling the cat box. I'm thinking about my secret buddy at work and the amazing secret buddy Julia vs. Julie gift I am going to get her and when, when, when I am going to have time to do that? The list of things to do is absolutely zany. Things like that are both important and not important.